Day... I've lost count.

Hey
This will be the last post for the foreseeable future. It's been (and it still is) a bumpy ride from total despair to slowly getting back on my feet. During the past 6 months I've learned that honesty is the best policy, for purely selfish reasons: if anything, it makes you feel better about your conscience. When in a relationship, it is the only policy, you owe it to the person who has chosen to share their life with you. I've learned to express my thoughts in ways other than crying and hurting, learned to play a new instrument, begun a scrapbook, strengthened friendships, broke unhealthy connections, laid past issues to rest, found new goals, and last, but not least, I understood that what I feel is love, and it hurts because I let it hurt, at least I'm in control now.

Thanks for reading thus far, even without making yourselves known, I really appreciate it you taking the time to read my mind a little, I love you all.

http://www.last.fm/user/Itterashai/library/playlists/3m14d_staring_at_the_cracks