I found something on Amazon for him! hahaha I am quite proud of this since I've always been rubbish at getting presents. Oh man I want it as well. :( There's no point in getting it for me though because I can't use it, he could though! Ah this has made my day.
What he wants the most though, and so do I, is for our situation to be different. Bah. From that perspective, thinking about presents seems so annoyingly stupid :@ As if everything was fine. I can lie to myself about that but I know it's not alright. No, wait, there is no us anymore. :'(((
But wait, I have be patient too. He said that when he wants to, he'll talk to me, so all I can do is hold tight and focus on sorting out my academic life (God knows it needs sorting). I hope by the time he wants to talk to me we can have some sort of regular contact or piece things together : / Should I even have such hopes? Maybe not. It's hard to hold onto something when there is no contact from him, and especially so when my actions were the catalyst, but hey, I gotta stop thinking about this and get something to eat - I bought weatabix! (only when I got home did I remember where I had them for the first time *sigh* = ( )
I'll start posting more pics.
No comments:
Post a Comment